Morgan
I sit in silence.
I can feel myself slipping away.
I'm dying.
Like actually dying.
I never thought I would.
There's no one to help me now.
I'm alone.
No one to call to.
I never thought I would go like this.
I thought I'd die in peace.
With children and my love at my side.
Surrounded by friends and family.
Content. Happy.
But I'm here, lying on the floor of an alley, just here against this wall.
No one to save me. No one to comfort me.
I think of my only friends, the ones who reminded me of my strong brother and my devious sister. I dare not mention either of their names. It would only make the pain worse.
I, honestly, think it's time for me.
There is nothing left for me.
They can live on without me.
They are both strong.
I couldn't be as such.
To weak. A coward.
I confuse bravery with stupidity.
They didn't need me.
Only I needed them.
I think back to my family.
To a time where I lived on that farm with that bright barn.
Ma and Pa were never happier.
My younger brother was on his way.
But then, I turned.
I am a monster.
In my blind fury, I hurt them.
Each of them.
As I realized what I had done, I ran to that barn.
There I stayed. For years.
Felt like centuries.
An eternity.
No one did any harm but I.
I killed them...
I have regreted it for so long.
That is what we are made of.
Regrets.
I pleeded and begged for redemption.
Then I met a man.
No.
A Dragon
That warrior of pure force had guided me to my destiney.
A girl.
She was a wolf in sheep's clothing.
I could tell.
She was hiding the truth.
I thought that is what my redemption was.
To find out what her secret was.
But it isn't.
It was protecting her as best I was able.
I can only hope now that I can see my family once again.
See my brother.
My sister.
And my mother and father with their new born.
I hope for forgiveness for I acted on the most horrible offence.
I wish the world knew my secret.
That I am a monster.
A shell of a man that he wishes to be.
I deserve to die.
I need to die.
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